What to say, what to say.

Summer came/summer went by. I had so much to write and I didn't.

Now it's school. I've got practically no friends in my classes, and I don't really feel like making any, partially (and the much bigger portion) is that I don't think I can. This depresses me, but it also makes me happy. I'm not quite sure why.

Music used to be my life. I'm not quite sure what happened to that. I think when my hard drive broke, I lost access to my music, and it just sorta fell off my mind. I still play my instruments, and I'm getting way better now, but I'm just not feeling what I used to.

I've taken up BMX. One, because the world is becoming an urban jungle, and riding BMX is much easier to access than riding to a trail. Two, because I love repairing bikes and doing a object-desctructive sport like BMX gives me more chances to repair broken things........dammit........I think i just figured out something rediculously important....for fucks sake. Anyways, moving on. Three, it gives me a chance to feel a huge high. A big thrill of flying through the air knowing that If you decided to twitch just one bit, you will fall and get hurt.

Having serious dejavu right now. I think i've written this before.

I've gotten sure of myself. I'm cocky, and arrogant now. I like this change. I don't have people hating me anymore, and I have people ignoring me now. It's a step up, right?

I've finally got the girl, just like in those movies and songs that I used to listen and watch. I finally have her, and now everything can be good again.